Recently Ive had the same comment / observation oa few times that I’m apparently quiet. 

Its made me reflect. 

Am I quiet? 

I don’t necessarily think so; I just dont always want to be open and ‘chatty’ with everyone, I like my peace, privacy and keep my circle close.

When im working and/or concentrating I instinctively focus and try not to be distracted, unless ive got my headphones in and am mentally duetting.

Knowing I had a period of time where I couldn’t physically speak, combined with the physical and mental effort I now require to talk means I chose my words carefully and precisely, at times I think the perception is me being abrupt, its just me keeping my peace and comfort. It’s a restrained engagement.

I have always been introvertedly reflective. My brain is constantly whirring away and sometimes I need to pause and let those bigger thoughts and emotions take up a little bit of processing space

I’ve always been too late
To see what’s before me
And I know nothing sweeter than
Champagne from last new year’s
Sweet music in my ears
And a night full of no fear

But if I had one wish fulfilled tonight
I’d ask for the sun to never rise
If God passed the mic to me to speak
I’d say “stay in bed, world
Sleep in peace”

🎵 – 3:45 No Sleep by The Cardigans